‘The labyrinth’ - 11th July 2020

Cleaning has been becoming one of my habits during the stage. It was rather like an obsessive manner. If one doctor could see how I was cleaning, he/she might be able to guess how my psyche was at work at that moment. It was uncomfortable. As simple as that. Even before we would understand where we are really standing and facing a particular situation in our logic and sensible level, we simply would feel the air, sensing that something is in an odd shape. 

If you sense something odd in the air, if your gut is telling you something alarming,

simply believe it. You might feel lost, searching for the easiest, much clearer sign from your own intuition. But on some occasions, the instant moves are necessary. That would be the way to polish your own intuition. Even your logical mind would direct the opposite. That would save your neck the whole lot.

More you train your intuition in such a manner, it would get easier to understand the current situation you are in. The whole surrounding would be traced with all kinds of energies. 

At that time, there is one elderly woman that kept coming up in my mind often. I didn’t even know why. But there was a certain association in reminding myself of her status. She was an obsessive cleaner. It was obvious that she felt very uncomfortable with the stranger’s presence in her space. It was caused by her trauma. You might guess it. Though, when I met her, I was simply a traveler, who was simply lucky to have an acquaintance, with whom I was kindly offered to stay at her mother’s place for a few days in a foreign town. She didn’t even look at my eyes straight. It seems like she was simply occupying herself for keeping her space neat and tidy, by constantly moving around. 

That would be the way she was taking her path, the human protective mechanism. Thinking of how I experienced her way of being now, I could understand how many years and years she has been holding her own scars in her heart. Cleaning your own space does help and ease your mental status. I know from my own experience. She might have been an ordinary innocent girl just the same way as everyone else. Through her life experiences, her personality might have changed to the way she is protecting herself, but at the core spot, there would be always an innocent girl resides and smiles innocently. 

Take care of yourself, take care of your kindness, take care of your heart!

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‘Grow and Grow’ - 11th July 2020