‘Talking to the mirror’ - 18th June 2020

Better ways to deal with your life

OK, maybe I am not ok. 

I will accept my fact simply declaring that I am not OK. Being aware of this fact and paying attention to this part of me to awaken something in me.

By feeling that I am protected, I am ready to face my own shadow. I created the massive tree with stretched branches of all directions in my life as a result of banging my head here and there.  Behind that particular tree, there was a little girl, who has been upset, struggled to stay silent at the same time seemed like what she could only do was being in silent.

You don’t have to accept any abuse from others. I refuse to feel this way,  I refuse to feel.

Don’t do what I don’t want to do. Don’t do what you don’t want to do. Don’t react with people who don’t respect your boundary and your feeling. Do not let anybody abuse your kindness and your belief system.  All of us are different.

Don’t let anybody provoke emotionally just because you are a sensitive being. Humanity is based on heart-based initiation. The internal temple is within the heart space. Genuinely love yourself. Heal yourself.

I was not even allowed to feel my emotion in an honest manner since with such a circumstance, they would pick on your emotional side as a weakness. It was a very unhealthy situation.

It was like a trap, and there was a censor that I noticed unconsciously, which I wish I knew back then. Yes, I lost all, at the same time I knew it, what I mean is that I knew the air related to my own childhood. I knew the air of some people who are desiring to control others, the bullies, and the people around them, or us, who don’t care what the truth is as long as it doesn’t affect their own lives. All protective mechanisms that they are in will determine in an odd manner as the collectives, or you might say as a cultural social norm.

6 years of losing my voice have been shaping my life, though surely I was not conscious about it. I am quite in a shock to find, and I might have a right to get upset and angry about, but toward who? What shapes us with our core beliefs, especially the ways we interact with people?

The untrained mind would cause us in troubles unless once in a lifetime, we really and sincerely face ourselves with our own shadow.

In order to face reality with courage.

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‘The fluffy jacket ready to take off in the early spring’ - 18th June 2020