‘Not let the past define the future’ - 16th October 2020

I have been separated from my son’s father and returned to Japan with my child about 5 years ago, but I have lived as a single mother with my son in the country where my son was born for about 5 years. I would like to talk about the “strange” and now precious learning memories that I have experienced during that time. I’m sure I wouldn’t open the door if I was not in such a state as ‘whatever’.

Soon after we moved to the country, my son’s father has left our home and became me and my son. I didn’t know much about the country yet. I didn’t know any people that I could count on at that time. So my only option seemed to be was going back to Japan. I have never imagined that I would be going to live there for the next four years then. My son was only around four years olds, just started to go to the local kindergarden. Surely he was attached to his father just the same way as other children would do. 

My son was reading the air sensuously, even though he didn’t know the situation in detail. There were many times when I packed up my luggage, prepared for my return. Every time, he would have a chickenpox and had to wait at home for two weeks, then another trial he would get a fever again, and even to the point of seeing a suitcase was enough for him to cry, rolling on the floor and refusing. When I saw such a son state, I couldn’t move.

The worst of all it seemed at that time was that the law in the country was strict and I couldn’t take my son out of the airport without his father’s permission. In such a situation, all I had to do was sending my son to the nursery school in the morning and picking him up in the evening as usual, as if everything was going well. 

In such an unrelenting daily life, one day I bumped into a person named K, who I was introduced at a movie screening gathering held by an acquaintance. K has been practicing meditation and spirituality under an Indian yogi for a while and has just returned to the country recently. He was also dressed as being a monk. 

‘Early in the morning, I have an intensive hard yoga workshop. Are you interested?’

When I asked the time, it was from 6.00 to 8.00 in the early morning! Hey? I thought. Why is it so early in the morning? Who would come?

‘It’s best to do it early in the morning.’

More than I hadn’t had much things to do and I didn’t know anybody who I could talk to closely,  I felt restless with my messed-up situation. So I thought that it is a good and healthy idea to join such a workshop. 

 (It will be longer, so I will continue tomorrow.)

A workshop `Time capsule` project is OPEN now!

If you are interested in, please check out the page `Time Capsule` 

I would love to get to know you a bit better, and explore your dreamscape!

I will be a listener for your story!

Please check out this page ’ memory-bank’ also for a question list, if you are interested in a session with me!

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‘The invisible support hands’ - 16th October 2020