`Since I don`t have a shape, I can become anything I want` - 17th September 2018

 A habit would shape our reality.

Environmental influence, painting our outer circumstances,

would shape our lifestyle in a certain way.

A raining day, pondering around by simply staring the rain through a window,

precious time of wondering of `if`.

Reflection has a certain value of checking up where we are really standing at the current moment.

This sudden rain reminds me of the Asian characteristic steamy air, and my son when he was a lot smaller, somehow excited about this kind of showering rain, looking up the sky as if it is a present from God. 

How blind I was, a voice sneaks into my head.

A certain smell of the rain, the historically worn-out walls, people`s footsteps under the umbrellas,

silently enjoy this surrounding in such a moment.

The whole family dynamic - trauma healing 

Honesty and authenticity that I value dearly.

It is better to feel others certainly.

It took for me to persuade myself that there are some people in the world, who are not capable of understanding others, how others feel.

But that is how it is.Yes.

All kinds of emotions also grow in the process itself. 

`A fish without knowing, that he is under the water` - 19th September 2018