`Morning light - something that speaks to me` - 7th July 2018

A-ha moment, which shocks us on rare occasions.

Something that you thought that is how you felt, or that seems to be true, was

showing simply a trace of trauma that I have been carrying around with me.

I could see myself easily from an observer’s point of view, why people would react that way toward me, or.

Even to the extent of surprising myself for how come that I didn`t even pay attention to my tendency of thinking that way.

Those guardian angels are kind enough to show an `explanation` soon after, for what has been lacking in me. Maybe lacking is not the right word. More like a realization. Valuable to say `No.`

I don`t understand it, but at the same time intuitively knowing. Let it fall, let it happen.

Dive deeper, or without any intention out of my own, things are in motion to wake me up even further. Literally I don`t have to do anything.

`All that we see Is but a dream within a dream.` - a quote from Edgar Allan Poe 

`Black & duck` - 8th July 2018