`What are you aware of?`- 9th April 2020

What are you aware of?

What am I aware of?

In the far distance, on the way back to my hometown, I would see the nightscape of complete darkness, only hinted with those colorful lights from each window of surrounding houses. I would imagine, possibly the majority of people there at home would be in the middle of having dinner, meaningless daily chatting along.

From this far distance, each household is only showing one tiny light as if symbolizing that,  yes, we are living. Then it would lead to this orchestrated nightscape as the whole circle.

`A lantern within` - 7th April 2020

The main interest in my Art

I didn`t even realize this, more than a decade has passed, since I started collecting any objects which are reflective, like glass bottles, transparency of plastics, mirrors, stainless steel plates, etc. Then, created abstract kaleidoscopic sculptures, then out of those sculptures, it transformed to hand-made lenses of a camera, started taking kaleidoscopic photographs, as if I have been always trying to express more and more accurately what is happening in my internal landscapes.

So over those decades, I could not avoid starting to see my thinking patterns psychologically, through the way I see, through my own perception. Some visual images or tendencies of the way how I get attracted in certain ways are not explainable. Though, by digging deeper,  I caught some moments, who I really was, who I really am, who I really wish to be. Whatever we experience, most of the time, it is not logic, and even not enough to explain verbally to others. Yet, visual images would haunt us, stay with us, unexplainably, like it or not. The hardest person to understand could be ourselves, most of the time. Or say, as we wish our own growth, in order to head for evolving.

All of us are brainwashed in some ways by environment, society, birth and upbringing conditions, then naturally, we do wear color glasses, so in order to set ourselves free from those color glasses, I found my art is a kind of therapeutic effect that could be displayed, be shared with others.

`Believe it, so it will happen #01` - 5th April 2020

My grandmother used to say.

Faith is not blind. It is a matter of our own will.

As if a magic censoring insect,

her finger would ease my pain as a child.

This act itself would release something from our hearts,

even made me falling asleep with relief out of tension.

`In the quantum field, the infinite probabilities for materializing

reality is beyond time and space because potential doesn`t yet exist.`

a quote from Dr. Joe Dispenza

`Believe it, so it will happen #02` - 5th April 2020