`Are you sure you will ever have another chance to ?`

I would ask myself - then, what?

Unpredictable - that was my favorite word, that still is, though now, I am wondering, this shows something about me, in a way as a part of my weakness, sort of an escape route from the fear, the fear of `expecting` than `not finding it.

Yes, `Better to act for finding it than not finding at all.`

My scribble-down notes are everywhere, which could trace back my fragile memories from those moments in the dreams - my dreamscape, which seems to tell me more reality oddly enough,  than the reality itself which I could touch. Those little voices inside me, seem to be there as a part of me, though,  I do feel, something so familiar yet, unknown, sort of keys to explore out of my own boundaries.

The title of this kaleidoscopic photograph is, `The moment of the frozen`, from 11th Feb 2017.

The winter is here. The landscape of those icy reflections will lead to seeing ourselves for who we truly are, as I can only perceive the life through only the glasses of my own eyes. The world the way how we see it. Information by seeing it.

Possibly, she wouldn’t bend any of her `belief`, even that belief could cause her the questioning of `what is right and wrong`, that sort of ideology of `right or wrong` would not be a matter for her at tiniest. She simply would have wanted to go `forward ` the way she felt that she should, or want. Even the `result` or the place, she would reach at the end of this path, would not be of her concern. She was simply focused, absorbed. That was it for her. Still, she was only 5 years old at that time. Full of dirt in her hands, simply happily does her own `play` but serious act.

The title of this photograph is, `The world the way how we see it`, from 28th November 2018.

Being silent doesn`t mean that, she doesn’t `feel`. 

On the contrary, she feels a lot, possibly too much, 

too much of how others feel. 

That is the reason, that is how she made herself in `silence`.

Standing up for your own belief? 

(She knows, what she believes in, 

She knows she doesn`t have to explain 

unless she really wants to.)

Only what she could as a little girl among those insistent frequencies of others was,

being in silent.

Have others ever thought of how she has been feeling even for a moment?

From when, has she ever noticed of the presence, the warmness of the bear,

who has always been by her side?

The title of this kaleidoscopic photograph is, `1000 miles in depth`, from 16th Feb 2017