`Waking Up`- 14th Feb 2017

One and only, `Time`

The door of the carriage, the particular carriage in front of me was half-open, was about to leave the station. It was obvious, I didn’t have much time to think through. Though, at the moment, I looked up and checked the inside of the carriage which I was going to climb up to. 

A half-open.  A half-open. I do have a choice.

That particular scene reminds me of the dream I had for a long while ago. That made my footsteps toward stopped.

In the dream, the platform with the long line of the train carriages, which was somehow carrying all kinds of people, who I met through my personal history so far, all are there, as if each carriage reminds me of, my own growth through the memories shared with them.

I thought I said to myself, `No, not this carriage.`

Let the train passed over without me.

Silence came over afterward. Completely white silence in peace.

How I `don`t want` to feel, and How I `want` to feel. That is the only thing I knew. 

Take care of yourself, take care of your heart. Take care of kindness.

`Process & Absorb` - 24th October 2017

Cleaning, purifying, taking back my own purity

Humanitarian energy, giving back. 

Community, a question of `equality` and `fairness`

What are we here for, really?

Afraid of `giving`, one thought of this contemporary way or what?

By giving, are we going to meet `wrong` people?

A learning curve.

Overcoming fear and disappointment.

`Blue to be` - 24th October 2017

`Boundaries, or old skins` - 12th August 2017

Survival skills and instinct,

sharpen by experiences, like it or not.

Spring will always return. Animals are coming out.

Surely under the sun, all are smiling, cheerful.

The spring well, vegetation, no longer with lack mentality.

This weight on my shoulders had a certain meaning in a way.

Even that, or that is why, 

Materialism, rational mind are the trick on our mind.

Once beyond it, then simple precious things would show up.

Take off all the creamy decoration, what would be left there as an essence?

Would it be called the essence of itself? oneself?

What would define `oneself` really?

Habitual tendencies, what appears in our outer landscape,

which might imply the reflection of our internal awareness.

The reality was much better than movies

`You never know, where those lines take us to ` - 18th July 2017