`Weakness the blue` - 3rd November 2017

The moment that wind gets so closer to feel us.

Sometimes, the reality wakes us up for the way how nature is, by manifesting such a hint of 

blessing.

How wonderful to feel this little girl, when she genuinely shows her natural smiles on her face,

which made the best and dearest friend of her, the giant bear even dance with honey bees around.

Those moments made us in relief.

When she is open to the earth in such a way, or say when the life could give her enough protection and freedom, then all things get much smoother, and even further, the mischievous chain of energy would manifest in a circle around her.

Lyrics would stay as if the taste of wine leftover in your mouth.

`Make friends with the angels, who though invisible are always with you, Often invoke them, constantly praise them, and make good use of their help and assistance in all your temporal and spiritual affairs. ` - a quote from St. Francis De Sales

`Process & Absorb` - 24th October 2017

`The scent that knocks you` - 1st October 2018

There is a conversation in the car, though what we were talking there at that time is not clear, I could feel the other person`s presence by this fact of `conversation`. 

There is an observer figure at the back seat. Strange feeling, I was sitting on the front seat, but at the same time, the child, a little girl? who was sitting silently at the back was also me, myself as a child? 

There is a certain air of feeling each other intensely without communicating,  with this compacted space in a car. 

`The white dragon, swimming through` - anchoring a vision

1st October 2018

`Since I don`t have a shape, I can become anything I want` - 17th September 2018

 A habit would shape our reality.

Environmental influence, painting our outer circumstances,

would shape our lifestyle in a certain way.

A raining day, pondering around by simply staring the rain through a window,

precious time of wondering of `if`.

Reflection has a certain value of checking up where we are really standing at the current moment.

This sudden rain reminds me of the Asian characteristic steamy air, and my son when he was a lot smaller, somehow excited about this kind of showering rain, looking up the sky as if it is a present from God. 

How blind I was, a voice sneaks into my head.

A certain smell of the rain, the historically worn-out walls, people`s footsteps under the umbrellas,

silently enjoy this surrounding in such a moment.

The whole family dynamic - trauma healing 

Honesty and authenticity that I value dearly.

It is better to feel others certainly.

It took for me to persuade myself that there are some people in the world, who are not capable of understanding others, how others feel.

But that is how it is.Yes.

All kinds of emotions also grow in the process itself. 

`A fish without knowing, that he is under the water` - 19th September 2018