`Boundaries, or old skins` - 12th August 2017

Time is not linear.

Do not settle.

A monk said, `Of course, when I was much younger, I had this ideal vision toward life, ready to `fight` for anything that life presents as unfairness.`

Being patient with myself would be, in some occasions, frustrating, as those times seems to go on eternally, as if something is telling me toward `giving up`, as if I am holding on to, trying to hold on to some desires that are not meant to be mine.     

Or, in some moments, that would be standing between of an ideal myself and the reality of `self`, possibly, the word and the term of `reality` is a kind of exaggerated form, as again that shows only my own perception toward myself.

`The vision I saw #01` - 26th December 2019

A wise man is sitting on your shoulder, he is a protector, at the same time, he is the one who leads and supports you for the path that you are supposed to be on.

Meanwhile, you are standing straight among the crowd of people, I see so many people around you, but most of the people are a kind of transparent state, I guess, that shows, how you see people through who they really are in their true nature without any masks.

Nobody could pass through your eyes without showing the real them. Or, I would say, people, naturally drown to you without any guards up around them.

There is one guy right in front of you, who was not transparent, someone who is so solid and real.  You sense who that is. 

You listen to the wise man, means, you are a well-balanced person, harmonizing your emotion as well as your logic realistic side, grounded.

`The vision I saw #02` - 26th December 2019

`The vision I saw #03` - 26th December 2019

`Grumpy would not start #01` - 15th December 2019

Grumpy would not start being grumpy from the first place.

Why would you not simply do?

Sometimes, the fact is, even a flower, they would grow at their brightest with being taken care of. 

An attitude of being `audience` would hurt most. What degree to say, `mind your own business`? That would create only void space between.

Listening - would open a door for one bridge. This tiny step of one bridge would, 

we never know, where it would lead to.

Certainly, writing does help us for understanding ourselves, with diving into the core of our own true color. Where to begin, how to start, doodle it, and doodle it again, 

then after a blank moment, you will see, you would see, something is literally flowing deep inside of you.

Different eyes, new eyes. Or, actually, you would have known at the back of your head. Simply, or abstractedly.

`We will discover the nature of our particular genius when we stop trying to conform to our own or to other people`s models, learn to be ourselves, and allow our natural channel to open.` - A quote from Shakti Gawain

`Grumpy would not start #02` - 15th December 2019