`I didn’t know what I was doing`

The mystery of `Life` - when the brain said `NO, meanwhile the heart said, `Yes`.

Then those rational and seemingly random `chatting` hits in.


`I didn’t know what I was doing`

`I don`t know what I was doing`


Bang!


Yes, you hit the wall, your own wall, ready for extending your `comfort` zone?

Then, those feelings, signals, desires of keeping yourself to the exact position that you are in right now.


Facing your own shadows right now?   the fear right in front of you?

Or curiosity is driven you much faster than your logical thought?


Those little things, which are so familiar to you, looks so precious right now in front of your own eyes, and the next morning when you wake up, you might have a big relief that, you didn’t leap the first step forward. Or you did?

3D physical reality doesn`t seem to have any credits at this moment anymore.

As you know, as I know, as we know, your wondering thoughts/feelings are already in the first step.

The truth will shake us up, as if we are simply standing in front of a mirror, the rest is simply `Illusion`. The world we see, was the only what we created.


Then one moment later, we see the familiar people, familiar things, so differently. Seeing through to it.

The title of this kaleidoscopic photograph is, `Toward the subconscious`, from 29th Jan 2017.


`In-between`

Psychologically speaking, it was not that you could possibly think

you would reside for such a long time. It`s located close to a highway 

with the constant flow of mobiles coming and going, and the noise of 

movements symbolically show the unsettling character of the passing location,

as if you are heading from point A to point B, then there is no name `in-between`.

The apartment was located in such a position - `In-between`.


Though, somehow that sort of uncharacteristic of the whole pack of air was 

at least necessary, as if nobody would blame their existences in such a location.

In one way, that is why the place seems to be fit in. For a temporary residence?

Or a modest hideout? 

At least you would try to live. The constant flow of such scenery however slowly 

started to ease her.

The title of this kaleidoscopic photograph is, `A butterfly moves`, from 28th March 2018.


`She knew the ship was sinking`

She knew the ship was sinking, by the time when she got there.


So, why she stood there?


`oh, difficult to say in one word, but If I could say simply straight, 

I felt love, there was certainly love in that place.`


All the people who were there with her, was under lots of stress, 

freaked out without getting paid properly, the uncertainty of the living 

condition even for the next month to come.


Still, the remote hotel was kept running, 

and she was there until the very last moment.


When people are on the edge, under the feeling of being weak,

there is something, something that could be opened up to you,

sort of an essence that makes us connected.

The title of this kaleidoscopic photograph is, `Emancipation`, from 12th February 2017.

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