`A magician #01’ - 22nd March 2019

Fatherly love?

One peculiar thing happened the other day.

A translation company called me up, saying if I am interested in taking a two-hours job, interpreting a meeting with a foreign investor. I have never heard of this company, doesn’t pop up in my mind, how they got my number, etc.

Out of curiosity, I visited this company, met the owner, who was an elderly lady. She told me that, she is a good friend of my ex-boss, and he asked her if she has any suitable project for me, explaining about my story, my info, etc, and if she could support me in any regards. I haven`t seen him for a while, and he didn`t say anything about her either.

Ho! Suddenly I felt so warm by his attitude of caring and reminded me of how he has been when I was in his office. 

Then, later on, I told this story to a friend of mine. She said, `Wow!, that is the real spirit as a Japanese man, to show caring without saying anything. Though nowadays, finding such people are very rare!`

Truly impressed, and learned something about one human nature. Not visible in sight, but caring does reach, find a way. I felt so thankful about this.

Life is not bad at all.

`A magician #02` - 22nd March 2019

`Aged white stone statue of a lady #01` - 20th March 2019

Aged white stone statue of a lady covered with moss fully, wearing a scarf like a nun, showing a slight hint of facial expression. Wondering how many years, how many decades, she has been sitting there as it has been as if patiently and compassionately to protect her dearest ones, to embrace the whole nature as it is.

Those little butterflies flying around her, colorfully exposed, very expressive with movement, musical soothing sounds within the nature harmonizing as one orchestra. Her face expression on the white stone statue, as if reflected within the movement of those butterflies, changeable through light and shadow.

`Aged white stone statue of a lady #02` - 20th March 2019

`Learning of the moon, following its reflection #01` - 12th March 2019

In search of my own insight, the hidden voices that direct me forward.

Ironical point of our own mind, how it get orientated with, fear of not being able to reach, simultaneously fear of being able to reach.

Hidden guilt attached to the fear, deeply rooted `guilt` of being who I actually am.

Sit with it, illuminate with it. Things are changing, different situations that I have experienced, those tested limitations, 0 to 1.

Have I done enough?

The simplest desire of, the way I would like to live. 

`Learning of the moon, following its reflection #02` - 12th March 2019